Wow, is my bump appearing already? Someone just gave up her seat for me in the train 😱😱😱😱😱

I found a way to relief my evening sickness. Force myself to vomit once I reach home before I eat dinner.

I realised my stomach starts churning nearing meals times. So I shall vomit whatever remains and clear them before I fill it up again. I swear, this helps to ease the entire evening of discomfort till i sleep. Woohoo! Feels good tonight.

I wonder if it helps in the morning as well. I will try. Facing down at my toilet bowl naturally makes that gagging feeling rise up my body.

Its tough but I hope to find a way out.

Throwing up freely in my office toilet is kinda embarrassing. Since I have not make my pregnancy known to all colleagues, gagging in the cubicle raise suspicion?

Today the tea lady asked me if I am expecting. She saw me taking leave so often and see me from full make up to bare face (yes, I have no mood to even put on make up for work). I have to admit lor. I guess the whole village will soon know. You know auntie can't keep secret la.

On HL for this whole week. Just took a quick peek at my work email and saw that we are going to work on something major. At this state (at least for another 1 month), I don't know how am I going to handle something big and upcoming. I have lingering thought of taking another 1 week of AL to rest. Will they 🔥me? omg.

Bought this from guardian! hope it will help to ease a little of my ms!

7 weeks

I wish….

to be able to enjoy food again

to be able to resume my blogilates again

go out with friends again

have the mood to watch k dramas again

to feel energy and do some cooking

to not feel like a useless junk (eat, sleep, wake and repeated all weekends)

I am half way thru the first trimester. 7 weeks and 1 day today. Time pls pass faster 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I am sorry if my post cause discomfort to some people who doesn't like ranting and naggy post. Please unfollow if they feel like eye sore to you. Dayre is a platform for me to let out my truest thoughts freely… I admit that I did dislike some ppl on posting how unwell and unbearable they are when they are pregnant, but its never the same when you experience it yourself. I feel them. I feel one has the right to write her hearts and a choice for readers to choose to or not to read.

If you choose to, then don't need to be so acted up on what ppl write. It's their choice. Like when I was previously ttc-ing, there are a bunch of dayrean I am following posting up bumpfies, everyday symptoms. I truly was annoyed. I unfollowed them. Just read whenever I feel comfortable… but I don't see a need to ask them to stop writing. It's their space.

So haters, unfollow if you wish. And, importantly, I wanna thank followers who are ever so supportive. You know who you are 😊😊😊

I felt unusually fine today leh!

Nausea is quite controlled by taking the anti-nausea tab before every meal. The only thing is "fatigue"!

I can hardly open my eyes when my president was speaking to us about some big plans earlier. I was arrowed to join a special force organising team for a upcoming conference happening in March next year. Haha March? I am probably having my maternity? Haven't tell big boss about my pregnancy yet and I decided after that meeting I should.

Tell him about my pregnancy so that they don't give me so much work knowing that I will eventually go and give birth? haha that's my purpose.

So I wrote him an email telling him about my pregnancy from IVF (he already knew about). I also included in my email my request on working from home for my first trimester. My colleague encouraged me to try cuz another colleague also tried and granted that wish. He requested to work from home cuz his son was sick and HL was deducted instead. So gd right?

-Aversion to all food
-Nausea developed to gagging (tried to vomit but nothing came out)
-Burping non stop

What used to help but don't now:
– Crackers
– Mints
– Sour candy

What helps now:
– SLEEP

The nausea and gaggings are so bad that I find it difficult to function at work. Walked in SGH trying to see a random doctor to check if he/she can help or issue me HL to rest. I don't think doc will give HL easily as the receptionist nurse said they don't normally issue HL for serious morning sickness condition. Try my luck bah.

As expected, they don't give HL. I was told SGH is very strict about HLs. They only give HL in extreme cases of dehydration and admitted for drips those type. I was only given Metoclopramide tablet. Hopefully it will work on me! 😫😫😫

There is a separate discovery. My glucose level is high! Last friday's test was still ok leh, today's sugar suddenly shoot? What happened?

The husband just texted me that he is extending his work trip for another day. Maybe its the hormones… i cried buckets when i heard it. I longed for him to return to give my tummy a warm rub, but now I have to be home alone to go thru the discomfort alone. 😢😢😢

👀 baby for the 1st time

I think my tummy looks like I am 5 months pregnant kind leh. But I am pretty sure its just bloating.

Did transvagina ultrasound and here's my cute little bean. Heartbeat was detected as I can see the flickering dot 😊 Singleton 👶🏻 I am glad with! @Ivraa

The sonographer said baby is only 2mm small. She said for more details I can ask doctor later. Judging by baby's size I guess I am still very early. I read that baby's normally about 6mm at 6 weeks scan.

Just seen the doctor. Heartbeat was v strong for a 2mm foetus @ 117bpm. I'm currently exactly 6 weeks and EDD will be 6 January 2018. 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 I am her first patient EDD on Jan! haha broke record!

As for the nausea part, she said must be cuz my hcg is very high at 45,000. She was afraid I might get twins from my first few blood tests. She was relieved haha. Apparently she really really hates to handle twins cases! She said to cut down my dydrogesterone to 1x per day and it should do the trick.

I lost 1 kg.

Not from vomiting but lack of appetite. Morning sickness is really no joke. This morning I was at the verge of puking already… felt the gas at the tip of my throat. I hope it won't happen in the train… that will be damn embarrassing. I have prepared plastic bag though.

I think I gonna ask doctor for anti-nausea tablet tomorrow. Anyone tried before? My friend said it doesn't work on her.

Breakfast, lunch and dinner are heaven to me cuz those are the only times I don't feel nausea. Its getting bad… find it hard to concentrate at work. Really feel like forcing myself to vomit out.

Then tmd, my colleagues all too lazy to go out for lunch. Ask me to da bao for them.

My nausea will become worst if I watch those videos of food preparation. Looking at raw meat will make me damn queasy. Anyone?